SADNESS Weekend.

Sunday, July 26, 2015 all Campus Directors were attending Tean Preah Vasar (ទានព្រះវស្សា) at Chamkar Ksach Quarter with H.E. Ly Chheng, a Director-General of BELTEI Group. Unluckily, I got diarrhea last night and made me so dizzy so that I decided to send SMS to my boss to ask permission not to attend that event. I was so regret to miss it.

I took pill and I was sleeping on my bed from morning till evening at 5:35pm. Then I got up to take a bath and went to TK to have dinner.

When I arrived there, I ordered a fried chicken with boiled rice because I haven't had breakfast and lunch since then. Putting a full spoon of fried chicken and rice into my mouth, the taste was bitter, so I really didn't want to have dinner, but I had to have it because I am going to work tomorrow. There are a lot of works waiting for me to complete them.

This weekend, it seemed a lot of people to visit TK, and most of the guests are adults. They came to have food and discuss about their business or talked somethings concerning with their daily lives. I was interested in a group of people sitting opposite me were the elite people. They had many things to talk to each other. They sometimes looked at me and sometimes used their body language to show
the meaning during their conversation.

Usually, I drink coffee when I arrived TK, but today I couldn't drink it because of my illness. I just drank a bottle of water after my dinner with a simple food at TK. Then I was surfing the net to read BBC and CNN news although I felt dizzy at that time. It was my SADNESS WEEKEN DAY.

Visit My Parents on Weekend.

I woke up in the early morning at 5:30am. I was walking around Camko City area about 3 kilometers long for my exercise. Then, I continued to walk to Tuol Kork antenna restaurant for my breakfast.

I had Chinese noodle with the black ice coffee. The taste of food is good so that I ordered five more packages for my parents' breakfast because today is Sunday; therefore, I have enough time to bring meals for them from Tuol Kork to Psar Deyhouy where is my younger sister's home (my parents are living with my sister).

When I arrived there, I rang the bell to give the signal sound to my nieces to open the door. I saw my father was sitting on the wooden bed and my mother was washing the disks. In fact my sister asked her not to do the housework, but she still does it.

I told one of my nieces to bring a portrait to keep the five packages of Chinese noodles, and I kneed down to offer food to them. They wish me good luck and healthy. Then I rose my both hands to respect them.

I think that my younger brothers, younger sister, and I are lucky to have chance to take care our parents. Some of people who are willing to do as like as me, but they have no chance because their gods were

passed away.

They were happy to see me to visit them because they would like to talk about this about that with me. The favorite of my father is general situation (local and international news) because he was one of the Cambodian government members during King Sihanouk and Lon Nol era.

I was sitting to see them having Chinese noodle, and I also asked them about taste of it. They said it was good. I was so happy, and I am going to buy it next time for them.

When my parents finished breakfast, my mother told me that today is the birthday of my niece, Meng Ratana Tevy. She added that my sister, mother of my niece, will bring her children a supper market for Tevy's birthday. Then I left my sister's home to go to Brown Coffee at TK supper market to have a cup of coffee and wrote some lines about my diary on my website.

Deleted Two Closed Friends From The List.

Today is Saturday, July 11, 2015, I make up my mind to delete two  closed friends from my list. It is not easy to make the last decision for me, but I have no choice to do that. Friends are more important to my life. Friends also make me happy and upset, However, we still need friends in the society.

Although I deleted them from my list, but I still consider they are friends in my mind because we used to be friends for ages. On the other hand, we sometimes also shared good ideas when we faced some troubles, for we were hard to tell anybody about our secrets to whom we are difficult to trust.

I have quoted some notes from one of website www.psychologytoday.com about friends as the following:

1. Common interests. This probably ties us closer to our friends than many would like to admit. When our interests diverge and we can find nothing to enjoy jointly, time spent together tends to rapidly diminish. Not that we can't still care deeply about friends with whom we no longer share common interests, but it's probably uncommon for such friends to interact on a regular basis.
2. History. Nothing ties people together, even people with little in common, than having gone through the same difficult experience. As the sole glue to keep friendships whole in the long run, however, it often dries, cracks, and ultimately fails.
3. Common values. Though not necessarily enough to create a friendship, if values are too divergent, it's difficult for a friendship to thrive.
4. Equality. If one friend needs the support of the other on a consistent basis such that the person depended upon receives no benefit other than the opportunity to support and encourage, while the relationship may be significant and valuable, it can't be said to define a true friendship.

I really know that friends are important to me, but what I have made up my mind because of the reasons and pushes me to do that. However, I wish my ex-two closed friends happiness and success in their lives.